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And I still don't have a scanner. Fuck Money. Fuck Capitalism.

um... I'm still alive, physically at least. And I will be back, no doubt.

No worries, I'm fine. Just loads of work to do really and not much sleep, looking for IP placement besides and it's all freaking me out a bit.
But I expect everything to be back to normal by the middle of February.

Tomorrow: Presentation on Data Protocols of the application and transport layer

Next Week: 3 Exams

Week after: Finish Documentaryfilm, finish Website, mix and production of recording session

If I'm still capable of doing so then, I will be a back and active.
Cheers, Az

I'm in a weird mood today. Spent hours and hours editing with a result that was not satisfying the least. It drives me crazy, can't even watch the sreen really, it all goes blurry. But what do you do when you're left with 80 hours of video material that is no better than any amateur holiday crap and are supposed to produce a professional documentary of it. Annoying!!! I can't stand it!!!
I should get to work... but I'm just stressed out. I should get my application for my IP done, but I don't really want to bother myself with future problems. Have to though.
First things first. Program a game. A simple jump'n run. Az, go and do some graphics for you *** game! Sorry... just talking to myself.
I'd rather just sit and think about the person I'm longing to have with me right now.
Anyways, in 6 weeks everythings gonna be over, all work delivered, hopefully an IP in my pocket and a couple of free days, party days, days to get stinking drunk, to kill all the stress that's left in the brains. I'm so looking forward to it.

What else... nothing much. I'm confused about myself, the world around me, most of it due to the fact that I don't take my time to think about things that are happening. Where am I going?

yaaaaaaaawn... sometimes it feels just good to kick all the work you have to do out of your brains for a bit and have fun. Nevermind the headache this specific case caused.
I feel sort of motivated and relaxed, which seldom happens these days. Not quite fit to really be productive at this time of the day. So I'm waiting for the coffee to fulfill its job and wake me up.
What else?? ummmm... I think I should start on planning the rest of the week, else I see Sunday come and go without any of my work finished. DEADLINE is the word. Not that I would really follow those plans I make... plans exist to be altered. Anyway... time for another cup of coffee.


I joined and met a whole bunch of awesome people there!

cheers, Az

Why does time have to pass so quickly when you're doing things you enjoy???
I'm really busy and working on being able to spare some time for drawing and photographing... still there was no satisfying outcome to be seen today. Let's see what tomorrow has in store.
mmmmmmmm... it's good to live with people who cook a lot! I just had a really yummi polish meal (no idea what's it called, and even if I did I had no clue how to write it) tonight.
What else...? There's not much happening here these days which isn't quite astonishing considering the fact that I spend a lot of time focussing my desk. But I think I'll allow me some free time tonight to go out and have a good time with my friends.
I did actually scan some things today, but I feel like most of them belong to scraps... I'm no good at finishing things.
Tomorrow's reserved for doing a little showreel for my IP application.

cheers, Az